prec|0us m0ments r|c 1809 s0da

been havin lots of tots recently..... suddenly feel sick and tired of my job..... wanting to make a changes..... hais~~ missed my previous work place at IBP... Sony Singapore..... e place is near....... e office building is nicer and i can wear nice nice office wear to work...... its a big company so i get to know more people and i wont get bored cause there is always incoming msg frm my darling gals emailing mi...... hmmx.... den always get to eat snake.... go up to the top level for a chat and during lunch time we will sit in the meeting room and tok cock..... well... reali missed tos days tt i spent there......

missed the time at Les Enphant too..... wif teresa.... sally.... kenneth and all tos auntie there tt took good care of mi...... missed them lots.... been awhile since i last seen them.... missed the time i work as a sales promoter..... keep promoting the clothing and i get to see lots of babies... i lub babies..... and when i see the sales i made increasing... i feel so happy aft the day closing....... hais~~~

rather den nw i am always alone in the office..... then work load is increasing due to the new take over of 5 more outlets..... bosses askin mi to do so many reports..... hais~~~ sometimes work till i had headach...... sobxXx....

i am feeling kinda emo recently...... feel uneasy..... lost of hope...... no more confident in myself as well as other stuff tt i don tink its suitable to post in my bloggy for now............ :(

hope things will get better for days to come.................

looking forward to miting shuping on wed and yeah... chill out at zouk on fri wif jol and gang............

Saturday

Early in the morning Nonomura san and Yuta San came to the office..... well had a small chat wif yuta and he told mi he got married last mth..... opps... surprised...... didnt noe tt he got married le cos no one actually inform us...... hahhax.... feel hapi for him lo..... heard his wife is beautiful..... hee hee~~~ well all the jap bosses are going back on monday le...... hmmx.... tink i wont b tt busy le bax.... *hope so* hahahx....

chocolate again frm yuta san.... lolx

christine came to the office n gib us her baby de man yue cakes...... yummy yummy***

Finish up my stuff and i went home le lox...... cos its sat mahx.... half day lox.....

went home to pack my stuff and went to my bf de hse...... reach there le awhile den we went to east point for lunch...... then aft tt went to hospital to visit his grandma lox......

went home ard 5+ lidat.... den slept till nw... hahax.... 9.33.... wahahahx......

am waiting for dearier to come home from hospital nw lox.... his grandma doesnt feel well... n things dont seems to be right... hais pray hard for her to be alright.... hungry le.... i nid my dinner!!!!! dear faster come bk... hee~~~

Sunday

Bf de grandma passed away le.... hais~ wad to do... when its time to go it's time to go... hais.... shen lao bing shi ... it's life..... :(

dear dear went to the wake to help out.... so early in the morning i went off from his hse le.... didnt went home but went to uncle benson house instead...... well played wif ozzy lox.... cute~~

stayed at uncle hse till 3+ nor.... den nw at home nothing to do so i blog lo... hahahx.....

lots of ppl see mi online and asked mi y m i at home on a sunday... hahax.. wad to do.... no choice ma... no pro den dear dear nt free also...

hais~ dear dear 49 days cant come back to my hse to stay.... sobx sobx... meeting for us will be difficult le lox... plus mi n him staying so far apart.... hais... hope aug 18 faster come.... den dear can come bk again.... den 1 more mth mi n darling 2 yrs anniversary le... time pass faster worx.... missin dear dear lots le... hais~~~~~

h0ld m| t|ght & NEVER Let m| GO

22:46

You Are A Romantic

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to.
Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you.
Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted.
Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

Your Birthdate: December 6

You tend to be a the rock in relationships - people depend on you.
Thoughtful and caring, you often put others needs first.
You aren't content to help those you know... you want to give to the world.
An idealist, you strive for positive change and dream about how much better things could be.

Your strength: Your intuition

Your weakness: You put yourself last

Your power color: Rose

Your power symbol: Cloud

Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

h0ld m| t|ght & NEVER Let m| GO

09:34

its been awhile since i last blog.... hmm.... 10 days bax.... recently been real busy.... with all my big bosses coming from japan and all those shit stuff to do..... making my blood boil... hais~~~ don say too much on tt le... well well recently i been working and working.... pei my dear dear nor.... he keep havin duties and sailin too....

well ... a quick post of wad i have done tis few days.....

Saturday after work went to find dear dear lox..... went to the hospital to visit his grandma .... then we went to nearby onli lax.... simei and tamp lox.....

mi n dearie de fav rice frm simei food court.... nice nice..

Sunday wash car wif dear... hahax... some snappy...

dear drew tis... hee~ sweet.....

aft takin tis pic i kip wondering y his head lidat de
den realise its his hair.... wahahhax

found tis in e car... so cute nor~~~
nv seen tis b4 sia...

tink its wed ar.... we pack dinner bk .... we brought lots of things to eat... hee~

our yummy dinner

well some snappy tt i edited de... lalalalx...

well minamikawa brought some chocolate for us.....
nv seen them in spore b4 leh.. do u all
taste so yummy de worx... i lub choco...

h0ld m| t|ght & NEVER Let m| GO

15:58

kinda busy with work so recently seldom updates worx....

do stay tune for more juicy stuff and pic... hee~

Saturday

Today dear dear havin duty.... so after work i went home nor...... had my lunch..... watch vcd with mummi n mei mei..... den went to nap while till 5pm wake up nor...... went to bath .... den get ready to go to west mall and eat dinner....

haha we had sushi nor..... wif ah ma.. aunt nancy, xiao mei, uncle james... wei zhen and mi.... :P

we eat lots lots.... cost us $106 aft discount.... wahahah.. thanks yi yi for e treat..... :P

aft tt went to walk walk wahile......... den went home ard 9+.....

Sunday

well woke up at 8am....... eyes feeling itchy and pain pain nehx..... bt still... i put on my contacts lens .... hahax.... bath le den get ready to mit dear dear..... waited till 9+... called him no ans..... he finally called back and told mi he overslept........ piang.... den i waited till 10+ nor..... we took a cabby back to his hse.............

noon time we went to a restaurant for our lunch together wif darren and dearie de family.......... to celebrate father's day.......... had lots of yummy food..... especially the crab bee hoon.... simply taste so yummy.... hmmz.... didnt tk pic ... hahax... cos too mani ppl ard... lalallax....

went bk aft lunch actually wanted to go for movies and manicure de..... bt den end up we orh orh koon liaox.. :P pig pig mi n dearie........

nite time den wake up.... den went bk to my hse nor....

tis is wad we had for our dinner........... hahahx

Monday

Happi 1 Yr 9 mth anniversary to my dearest

lovin u till the end of time ya :D

Wednesday

After work went to see doctor lox.....

sian sian.... at home edit pic... haha

so u all got new pic to see mahx.... :X

lalalax... lost of words liaoz

enjoy e pic ba~

wif sister cassandra...

havin fun takin snappy :)

went to bed at atound 11 lidat

sian sian sian.... hais~~~

h0ld m| t|ght & NEVER Let m| GO

15:36

VERY GOOD PIECE TO READ AND SHARE.

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind.

She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He's always there for her.

She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see everything, including her boyfriend.

Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying. "Just take care of my eyes dear."

This is how human brain changes when the status changed.

Only few remember what life was before, and who's always been there even in the most painful situations.

Life Is A Gift

Today before you think of saying an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion.

Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who went too early to heaven.

Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn't clean or sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive - Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - >Remember that not one of us are without wrong doings.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and be thankful you're alive and still around.

Life is a gift, Live it, Enjoy it, Celebrate it, And fulfill it.

h0ld m| t|ght & NEVER Let m| GO

11:55

There are so many quotes to make a person believe in love and relationships, but along the way of loving a person, how many things have happened along the process?????

Is it all just about give and take? And wat about the temptations that comes along the way? Open one eye and close the other..... well... how many people can do that???

When a heart gets shattered and hurt.............. the belief of love is simply decreased. At times no one meant things that shouldnt happen to let it happened.

Current relationships arent working out the way one wants it? Lack of communication? Life's too dull? Relationship too monotonous? Or simply put it, when things happen, it happens. No reason required. ........

Nevertheless, there is no 100% faith in marriage and relationships in this new age era...... Dont ask for everlasting, cherish the past sweet memories and what you have gotten now............. For many things seems so fragile and not able to withstand the time and temptations that the outside world is portraying.

What could be better than to cherish what you have now first? Dont count by the how many days and years a couple gonna stick together............ Count by during the times together, how much memories shared and tears shed for that is the most precious thing that only you both had it and no one else will know.

To all the lovers out there, hoping love still lives in each other's heart and dont shatter the dreams built............

Learn to appreciate each other and things will seems so wonderful................

As for me, i am learning the way of trust... to trust my guy...
He told me to believe in him and to trust him... he said he will prove it to me....

Received his sms before he went to sail.... he told me that there are lots of things he is thinking ,planning to do..... as for my side he said tt i am alwys thinking of him as lies and bluff..... hmmm.... the thing is, when you never said anything and never done anything, how am i suppose to know what ur mind is thinking.......... hope tis explains the misunderstanding we had..... and clear the air.............

miss and love u lots~~~

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never report to work for 2 days.... sick sick nahx..... rest at home lox...... slack and sleep at home.... bored.... went to west mall alone for an hr... n i spent 135 bucks... wahahha on father day present and my own stuff....

clean up my room too.... kinda dusty le... den took some pic lox... haha kiddy mi~~~

sian sian sian..... sat dear dear on duty..... bored bored mi gonna stay at hm le~~~~~~

some pic tt i edited :D

thanks to jodi cutie for lending mi e photo editor... muachx

ytd nite played the sim wif dear dear hahaha build our dream hse.. lox....

tts my dearie hand... nt mine... loolx

wahahha looking forward to sunday... den can mit dear dear again :D

h0ld m| t|ght & NEVER Let m| GO

12:52