haix.... ppl.... i m feeling better le.... nt to b too worried about mi... e cutie n cheerful soda will be back soon...... :) well.... thanks for all of ya hu shown mi care n conern tis few days... u all noe hu u are.... so huggies to u all..... especially to jol.... hmmz... thanks for keeping mi accompany tis few nite.... without u.... i also dunno hw.... thanks for listening to all my pro.... gib mi comment... make mi laff n console mi wor.... :) glad to haf u ard.... mUachx....
hmmz..... today slp till 2+ den wake up.... coz ytd nite went to west coast park wif ric..... ehx... went there walk walk loz... as i cant slp mahz.... long long time nv went there le.... went to mac to haf supper..... had nugget meal n hot fudge.... yummy..... haix.... too stress up le... thats y kip eating recently..... n.... omg!!!! i gain weight le.... by 1kg... wahahhahaz....
went to my cousin wedding dinner today..... its ah ben de sister getting married..... hmmz... went to valley point mall .... dunno wad restaurant loz.... so hungry.... coz e dinner starts ard 8+.... hmpt..... so hungry le... still haven serve the food... hahaz... bt den nvm laz.... gt ah ben there entertaining e guest mahz......
finnaly e dinner starts..... wow... the food there nt bad loz.... then we ask ah ben to cum over to tk pic wif us... hahaz... e pic is nt wif mi yet... so will b updating soon wor..... :P
lots of my relative cant recongise mi sia.... hahaz... say i look prettier le leh.... bt chubby too..... :( sob sobx..... getting chubby.... plus gain weight le.... hmmz... so.. wad mux i do... hahaz... diet time.... so ppl.... pls don temp mi wif all tos yummy food arhz.... mux control s0da!!! lalalalz...
.*. dunno y is tis happening to mi.... its ya decision.... i will stick wif it... haix.... hope nothing serious will happen to u.... well.... can c tt u still lub her alot.... cares abt her alot.... haix..... if ya reali nid her...... go all ya way out to woo her back... fight for ya own happiness........ boi... i noe she still cares alot abt u..... reali.... jia you ok........ tk best care n may god bless u in everything u do...... .*.
02:22
received a email from him......... finally gt a respone from him...... well.. i gt noth mux to say.......
simply feel hurt n sad.......
jux can say tis is all my retribution.....
(*) r|c ah b0|.... i don blame u for hating mi.... i noe i hurt u lots...... sori... bt wads over is over..... sorri.....
u r a gd guy..... go find yaself a beta gal...... forget mi baz..... i nt worth ya love... tk best care.....
21:38
m|ssin him day n nite...... s0bx..... t0day wh|le hav|n my |unch..... | k|p star|ng at the b|ue b|ue sky..... dunn0 y t0day de sky s0 n|ce.... den | m w0nder|ng hw |s he d0|ng......
h0pe he |s fee|ing better baz.......
ha|x..... dar.... n0 matter wad... | wont hate 0r angry u de.... t|s | pr0m|se u.....
("v") s0da |ub sEbas 4eVer ("V")
w0 hu| y| zh| de sh0u hU zhE n|.........
q|ng n| bU ya0 faNg q| w0.....
y|ng we| w0 sh| zheN de a| n| de.....
21:20
tis few nite.... slacking around batok area...... haix.... nid accompany.... don wann b left alone........ sobxXx....
tis few nite slp a few hours onli...... simply feel so tired .....
went to my favourite place....... bt tis time nt at 30th level..... bt at level 1..... cox they all riding mahz.....
kena checked by police sia...... for hanging ard late baz...... n making lots of noise loz........ den i nv bring ic....... summore e police make fun of my name sia..... diaoz...... hahaz... dunno y mummi gave mi tis name.... i don like e eng version..... bt i lub my huan yu pin yin de....... heex...
aft tt went over to kopitiam lo... thay all eating mahz..... so tired... den potato don wanna go home yet..... haix...
adrant told mi tts lots of reason involved..... hmmz.... maybe he don wanna b wif mi..... maybe he don loves mi at all.... maybe he cant forget his ex..... maybe he don wanna b a burden to mi....... maybe he wanna b left alone..... mayb we nt compatible....... maybe he wan mi to b xin fu..... haix... tts lots of reson....... so which is true...... i dunno...... haix... simply don understand....... i can onli say i m deeply hurt........
04:05
being alone ........ is what he wanted...... he need time..... time to settle his personal problem..... time to tink over what he reali wants........ he wanted to cool down..... and want mi to leave him alone......... haix...... i see him like tt i very "gek s|m" !!!!!
|ife is unoredictable........ i thought i've found the one...... the man .......whome i am going to spend my whole life with.........
|ts reali hard for mi ....... i kip on thinking of ya...... ur case....... hws ya feeling........ bt i didnt dare ask mux nor contact u ...... as i noe u will ignore mi...... n u wont like....... :(
|m feeling lost......... sad........ the feeling is so hard to explain...... my heaart hurts........ deeply hurts....... i dunno wad u doing..... he ya feeling....... hws everything going on......... i feel so miserable......... m thinking....... y u bare to leave mi all alone......... having so mani question mark in my heart.......
m i reali so annoying?????????????
|f being wif you will suffer frm hardship....... i don mind...... i m willing to stay by urside no matter wad happens.......... |ts all about love........... | love u.... n i respect ur decision........ sobxxXxx
i can understand u r totally stressed up......... i never.... n wont blame u at all....... bt i really hope you will return back to myside....... any problems..... we can solve n face it together......... remember b bare in mind......... i m always by urside n will b ya pillar of support........ no matter wad happens........
("v")
dearest sebastian..........
i'ii always b waiting for u.........
mux tk gd care of urself.......
rem to tk ya meal on time.....
mux guai guai ting hua....
look towards e bright side.......
smile more......
i can b ya listening ears when you nid one........ my shoulder is always avaliable for u...........
01:42
ha|x...... onli ate seafood soup for lunch today........ don feel like eating....... mayb getting sick le..... haix..... sad....... duno y m i getting so emotional..... my tears keep flowing....... sobxxXx
s|imply m|ss h|m |0ts..... but d0es he kn0w????????
hmmz... i noe he nid real understanding....... maybe i m too worried about ya..... tts y..... bt it turn out to b stressing u up........
haix... i noe u r sad n veri stress up....... bt there is limited things tt i can do...... bt i onli hope u can think positively........ cheer up a little n smile more....... bt i cant even make u happi....... usless mi..... haix.....
11:37
hmmz.... dear dear nt feeling well.... haix.... cant tk care of him also..... actually tot of brewing herbal tea for him when i off work den bring over to him de..... bt den he ask mi to stay at home nor......... as he also nid to study for his exam....... so... end up didnt go find him lo......
ermx... dunno y... m feeling damn sad....... dear... i reali scare gt things will happen to u..... u noe..... i m so worried......
den tts noth mux i can do for ya....... i can onli pray hard tt u b safe n fine........ huggies n sauang u ok...... don tink so mux le..... cheer up..... don always skip ya meal...... mux eat de........
most impt........ mux guai guai ok?????? promise mi?????
no matter wad happen i will always b there for u de........
god bless.....
23:40
23:12
haix..... damn stress... gt lots of work n stuff to do at work........ hmmz.... so tired.... hand pain pain le..... from tearing off all e price tag....... sobxxXx.....
lunch time....... louis brought nasi brani for us..... hmmx.... nt nice de..... or mayb i dunno hw to eat.... dunno laz.... they add in those spices....... weird weird de smell...... lolx....
off work le.. raining again..... sianz.... bus stop so mani ppl sia...... miss a few bus den finally board bus 76 to mrt station loz........ when i board e train...... its damn pack..... ppl squeezing...... here n there.... piang..... went to bedok to mit up wif dear dear n vincent loz.... den took a bus to hougang..... they go there pray pray......... den i follow loz............ stay there awhile den pei dear go bk home tk stuff........... den took a cab dw to batok kopitiam mit up wif my supper gang.... wahahhaz.... had porridge loz...... nt veri nice leh....:X
den went bk to my hse nor...... pom pom le den orh orh liaoz.... cox damn tired wor.... yawn.... tupid dear.... kip lookin at mi don wan slp.... bish him..... kip bulling mi de.... wahahhaz....
hmmx..... dunno potato hw le wor..... so mani day nv c her.... kinda miss her .... hahhaz.... ya... she's back soon le..... yeah.... hahaz.... tink she enjoying herself lots baz..... hmmz....
23:27
went to united square for stock take today......... took a train at 730...... luckily gt place to sit..... den i sleep all the way to novena....... wahahhaz... lucy already there when i reached........ hmmx.... so early sia.... waited for ah nan... den we proceed to do our stock taking lo...... half way through...... jeff brought us breakfast....... heex... orange juice n ah kun bread..... lolx..... :P
wow..... stayed at US till around 3 lidat den took a cab bk to e office....... on e way bk.... ah b0| called mi.... ask if his things is over wif mi anot...... den he gt charged..... haix.... ask him y... he also nv say mux.... old enuff le.... going in ns liaoz leh.... mux noe hw to tk gd gd care of urself ok...... don always get into trouble......
well... its raining heavily when its dismissal time..... actually jeff wanted to sent mi hm de coz he going dw to imm....... bt too bad..... i miting my dear dear at orchard loz..... den took a train dw to orchard mit dear le...... den went to yishun to haf our dinner........... den actually wanted to book a bbq pit for my bdae de........ bt..... haix..... no place le.... sobx sobx.... dunno hw... gt to tink again lo..... tinking mayb hold a small gathering at my hse baz..... keep in view first.... heex... :X
went to dear dear de hse awhile loz.... hmmz.... nt bad mahz his room.... gt baby poster summore...... hahahz.... den use his com to suft net.... wow.... his monitor so big sia.... tink it cost a bomb to buy tt kind of com baz... unlike mine.... lousy old rusty pc........ lalalalz......
sumtimes c dear dear sad sad de kip haix hiax...... i dunno y i will feel so sad nor........h mmz....... cant help mi also....... also dunno wads he is tinking........ hmmz.... hw i wish i could dig myself into his heart to noe wad he is tinking baz..... s0bx....
| lub ya dear..........
mUachz......
u r my one n onli bao bei.....
tis i promise u...
00:00
22:57
The truth about girls.
1.Once they send you a message,they expect youtoreply back.If not,they will be angry with you.Soguys,better reply.
2.Girls love boys to notice every details even thesmall ones.They think it's the way how boys appreciate them.
3.Girls are very jealous.Even if you send a friendlymessage to another female friends like ''You lookhottoday",girls will be easily jealous even with that.
4.Girls are very sensitve species.Once they are angry at you,they expect you to calm her down.
5.Girls sometimes like to flirt with anotherboys,therefore they hate it when boys flirt.
6.Girls like to be disturb by boys.
7.Girls are usually more messy than boys are!
8.Girls like it when boys called them "baby".
9.Girls enjoy spending time with their boyfriend than spending shopping.This shows that a boyfriend has areally high statue in a girl's heart.Work for it boys!
1o.Girls doesnt like too hairy boys.So rememberguys,shave!
11.Most of the girls like chest hair,but remembersome of them don't!
12.Girls start to have their dream dating with theircrush when they are standard 2.
13.Girls prefer bad boys than good boys.Butyet,badboys is some kind of good boys.I know it'sconfusing,but it's true!
14.Girls love it when their boyfriends say that theygotgirlfriends to the ladies.
15.Most of the pretty girls go out with ulgyboys,butulgy girls go out with handsome guys.I know it'sweird,but it's true!
16.In a relationship,girls like it when theirboyfriendsbuy something like a ring,bracelet and etc as aitemto show their love.It's important!
17.Don't ever ask your girlfriend's weight!
18.If you told your girlfriend that they are fat,theywillstop eating,doing alot of exercises and etc.Theyaresensitive species!You don't want your girlfriend tolook like a stick,don't you?
19.Girls feel comfortable and not afraid when u hugthem.
2o.Always remember!Don't let your girlfriend holdyour hand because they may let it go.Hold yourgirlfriend's hand to show that you will never letthemgo.
21.Most of the girls prefer sex after marriage.Sodon'tforce them guys!
22.Girls are the most beautiful species,but yettheyare the dangerous species.
23.Girls like it when you say something sweet tothem.
24.Girls like it when you call her to wish her goodnight.
25.Girls like boys who doesn't care about herbackground.
26.Girls like boyfriends who are man enough tomakehis own decision.Girls hate childish boyfriends!Forgirls,childish mean sissy!
27.When come to fight,girls are like wild cat.It'scatfight time!Meow!!!
28.Girls mind about their ex boyfriend havinganothergirlfriend.It's not because the girl still have afeelingfor her ex,but she used to be the girl.
29.Girls appreciate boys who does their homeworkfor them.
3o.Girls like clean boys who can clean the dishesafter dinner.
31.Most of the time you may think that the girlsareflirting with another guys,but actually while theyareflirting,they will think about the boy she trulyloves.
32.Girls who really in love with theirboyfriends.Theywill them their every problems and not scared tohideit because they believed the word "I will always bethere for you no matter what happen".
33.Girls feel guilty if they are over limit inflirting.Theywill come clean to their boyfriends if they reallylovebecause she doesn't want to lose them.But if shedoesn't come clean,you know what's that means.
34.To school students,girls like boys waiting forthemand walk you to the gate even though you knowthatyou are going to be late.
35. Girls likes boys know some music, example sing for them.
22:28
got into a relationship today..... heex....
tis is my boi boi.....
sebestian ....... my dar dar....
lub him lots lots.....
22:17
wads "TRUE LOVE" ??????
true |0ve |s t0 sacfif|ce the|r |0ve t0 change happ|ness f0r the|r |0ved 0nes.........
23:27
went t0 z0uk wif jolene n her frenz...... well well.... mit up wif them at jurong east platform at 1030..... when i saw jol n her group of frenz.... i gt a shock.... hmmz.... philips is over there too...... hahahz... kinda surprised to see him there loz.... well well... den we took a train over to tiong bahru... to mit up wif blue n sebestian..... mit them outside e mac.... den i kip looking here n there... coz hor onli mit up wif sebestian once.... den nw he look completely different...... still e same cool cool cute cute de..... bt den veri e skinny liaoz leh.... muz eat more wor... hahahz
mi, julia, sebestian n blue took a bus over to zouk.... den potato n jol n her accompany took another bus over there ... coz tt potato underage mahz..... use moi ic... wahhahaz.....
once i reach there..... saw maurice n his frenz nor....... den saw floyd n xiang zhong at e dance floor........... den saw betty frenz austin there too.... bad bad him.... say i look like a rat.... next time bring mi cheese.... bish him.... wahahhaz.... potato frenz wilson also there.... tink he look nicer wif tis hairstyle.... lolx....
potato de necklace broke when we went to phuture..... there too squeezy liaoz.... tink gt ppl pull or wad nor..... sad sad for her.... bt nvm she can go thailand n buy lots of accessories..... tink she reali l0oking forward to e trip baz...... will write out a shopping list for her... wahhahaz.....
so tired..... hmmz.... gonna go slp le wor... nitey.....
my outfit for e dae.... wahahahz.....
22:59
guys depends on e hairstyle to make him look cool n dashing..........
gals depends on e make up to b perfect n pretty........
guys cant go out without combing his hair.......
n gals cant go out without theri make up on......
lolx.... :P
22:30
haix....... i m single once again!!!! broke off wif my boi today.... sob sobz.....
why will things turn out tis way?
once again i made someone sad n disappointed in mi..... haix
he said that i hurt him lots.... i feel so sad n heart pain... bt wad to do...
wo ai de hen tong ku......
pls don hate mi.... u noe when u called mi n say u hate mi to e core.... i burst into tears!!!! arhz....!!!
ric ah boi.... a guy who reali loved mi wif all his heart.... i can feel it... no matter wad i wan he will try his best to gib mi.... gib mi all his time.... shower mi wif all e love n concern that i ever wanted for.............. bt y will our story ends here...... haizx.... sorri to break my promise to you..... i realli veri xin ku.... i nid space to breath..... our tinking is completly different.......... n we cant communicate well........
sorri once again.....
22:13
hax....... dunn0 y bt we kip quarreling......
sob sobz..... y things turn out tis way... haix
sad sad....
22:10
wow.... ts been a 0ng tme snce ast b0g....
stresS up wf w0rk.... gt 0ts 0f stUff t0 d0....
m0st 0f the tme S spent wf dear dear 0x.....
hE s s0 sweEt t0 m.... smply 0ve hm t0 e c0re!!!!!!
mUachz.....
22:03
