i been wondering and thinking real hard........ am i that bad? am i that annoying? Why can't i love someone that i reali loved? Why cant i give him all the care and concern tt i ever wanted? I can give you my all... bt its not up to me to decide whether you want to accept it or not..........
I seriously just wanted a simple but true relationship... i didnt expect much........ i jux want you to treat mi real and true........ but its seems impossible.........
Why are you ignoring me???? You know how my heart hurts??? It's really hurting me deeply......
I planned so much..... took leave to go holiday with you.... change money to go oversea...... plan valentine events... everything........... but nw everything going down the drain...............
my heart hurts............. i cant accept the truth!!!!!!!
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hmmz.... ytd after work went to the hospital to see ye ye........ he seems to look better le...... no longer need us to feed him.... he can eat himself le.... bt his left hand is still weak nor.... in the morning.... the ambulance sent him to NUH for check up....... till 5 plus den came back to St Luke..... he look so tiring and keep complain of backach... hahahz.... all of us have to take turn to massage for him...
there's a new uncle that is 2 bed away from ye ye.. he is so nosiy de.... keep talking non stop.... saying he cant breath.... he need help... he feels so xin ku... bt then no one bothers..... even the nurse there is ignoring him............ weird uncle.... lols..... late at nite le.... everyone wanted to rest and slp.... bt tt uncle keep shouting.... hahaz... he said "buai tahan ah".... over and over again..... my grandpa got so pissed off till he shouted to tt uncle...... hey... you buai tahan go toilet shit la.... lolx.... all of us got a shocked and keep laughing..... funny ye ye.... :P
waited for uncle wilson to come..... pass mi lots of dvd to watch..... luckily..... got things to do at home le.... :X hmmz..... went home around 8+.... took dinner..... and watch the 9pm show... bath at 10pm........ den i went to bed le............
I am learning to control my tears.......... i am learning hard to dont think of you............ i am trying........... but its hard........... come back to my side wont you????? sobssSss.....
