yesterday after work den realise i never bring my key out.... so... i am being locked out.... lol... everyone is in the hospital visiting ye ye..... hmmz.... but luckily xiao jiu mu never went to work..... and is at ah ma hse..... den i no choice lo... went over..... raining so heavily.... haix.... all wet....
still feeling itchy over my body..... dunno is it due to the prawns i ate this afternoon.... hahaz...... am having kind of bad luck recently.... lots of things is happening to me and my family......... i am kind of stress up.... :(
sprain my back while i woke up in the morning........ pain pain!!!!!!!
at 9pm went to imm to fetch xiao jiu nor....... on the way saw eve husband driving next to us..... hahaz.... first time saw him wearing spect....... look kind of weird......... went to xiao jiu de new hse..... mostly the furniture is up.... so nice........ with a big big mirror in the living room.... i love it.... hee..... all the stuff there is mainly black and white loz.......... simple yet nice and comfortable feeling......... think they are moving in soon le baz......... so xian mu........ they got a new hse..... can live together...... tk care of each other........ haix..... :X
went to NUH to visit ye ye loz......... damn late le......... saw ye ye.... pale face...... getting so skinny....... my heart hurts.............. everytime i saw him......... my tears dripping.......... sobxXx...... really pray hard that he can overcome everything and get well soon.......... went home at around 12am.............. tired le........
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why cant i have someone to dotes on me?
why cant i have someone to pamper me?
why cant i have someone to treat me dearly?
why cant i have someone to loves me?
why cant i have some true love?
what's trust?
what's promises?
is it really that hard to commit in a relationship?
i really love that someone deep in my heart.....
he is my everything......
but am i in the same position in his heart?
i dunno........
i really dont........
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