had a really bad stomach pain today....... haix.... keep on running to the toilet........... what's worst..... its the time of the month...... and i am really suffering from the "i hate it" menses cramp!!!! both add together......... its getting the hell out of me...........
my mind wondering..... dunno what's wrong with me..... hais... feel so lost......... feel so incomplete...... sob sobx...... do what also wrong.... buy lunch for bosses also forgot wad to buy in the end all buy wrongly.......... :X really puzzled.......... what am i doing!!!!
fell down from the stair....... feel so stupid lo.......... backside and leg so pain...... nw also blackblue le............. no energy at all.. feel so weak.......... sob sobx............. i wan my dear dear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today ah boi came bk to ck to look for us.... hmmz... accompany us for lunch then went to ck pei us till around 4+ he went off to ms for work loz...... slim down le... new hairstyle......... look nicer den last time liaoz........ hahax... still as caring as before nor.......... take medicine for me......... den help me to do things...... a nice chap..... anyone wanna noe him...... hahaz... think he is still single baz......... opps...........
dearie seems so busy this few days............. been contacting less le......... sob......... really miss him alot..... hope i can have enough time to prove all that i am willing to change for him.......... all the love i had for him......... no one can understand how much i needed him ............... hope i am not too late..... my love for you will always be there for you........ soda loving you lots oh..........
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