23 Jan 2007..... 2.24am.... marks the end of our story.....
been together since 18 Sept 2005..... just pass our 1 yr 4 mth anniversary..... whos know.... we are ending so fast..... reali don bear to give tis all up..... i simply love ya so much.... every human being knows tt..... ppl all shocked to hear the news tt we had broken up..... mani ppl say we are hapi together.... y will end up like tis..... i dunno..... ppl.. don ask mi wad happen anymore..... i reali wanna cool down......
i know u used to love me alot last time... and nw u finally give up on me le.... i m trying all my best to fit in wad u wanted... to gib u all the best.... to gib u all the love and concern...... but you never ever appreciate that......
am i not a gd gf???? am i nt up to ya standard..... why must we gib up all our dreams..... to plan to live together..... work together..... start a family.... and have 2 baby..... a doggie.... and our rabbit...... hais......... i reali bu gan xin!!!! arhz!!!! its getting the hell in me!!!!!!
You reali are the man of my life...... the one and only...... hais... been crying till i gt no more tears le..... bt u don even care.....
sobx sobx sobx...................
ppl been telling mi to *na de qi fang de xia* but words seems to be easy to say..... its reali hard for mi to do so.... tink i need time baz...... u will be always in my heart de.... always.... deep down there.... no matter hw u treat mi.... i never regretted being with you.... shared all my happy moments with you....... appreciate god.... coz he let me noe you.... let mi love you once..... i m nt angry for the things you done to me...... jux simply feel sad.......
the 3 mth plus staying wif you is my most precious days....... reali wish to take care of you like before....... bt i know i cant..... and i always wont have the chance le..........
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